Do you know to TRUST?

I laid before the window, gazing at the blue sky. The orange sun peeping out cleverly asked me why?
Why do we  see only things that are clear? Does it hurt to see the hidden or is it your fear?
Just like the sun and moon behind the cloud, there dwells the truth that is equally loud.
Just like the tiny million stars, you owe yourself the painful scars.
You trust, you trust the the hurtful lies, all you gain is the sorrowful goodbyes.
When I look back, the sun softly says, with your heart wide open believe the sun rays.
The rays that tell you to be wise, the rays that open your eyes.
To a story that has two faces, one that you trust and the other that your heart chases.
Till the light of the sun and moon end, chase what you seek and do not bend. 
Because you know when you lose, you gain the grief you would never choose.
Remember!! All that you have is precious, give it your time and be conscious.
For all that is gone may be forever, hold what you have and it will go never.
-Kritika

LISTEN

Listen to the dark,
Listen to the light,
Listen to everything that gives your life a spark...
Listen to the sky,
Listen to the earth,
Listen to every joy that makes you feel fly..
You are that special flower which will bloom forever,
You persist a fragrance,
Which will die never.
Listen to your heart beat,
Listent to your soul sing,
Listen to every feeling that you feel should repeat.
Listen to the breeze,
Listen to the wind,
Listen to all the words that open your heart with a wheeze.
You are that little bird,
Who flies being concurred,
You own a mesmerising voice,
Which is made to rejoice.
Open your ears to this beautiful world and just listen....
-Kritika

YES It's YOU..

You walked into my life,
Like an angel's blessing.
Your affection isn rife,
And always keeps me guessing.
You have always been there,
Whether i laughed or cried.
You showered your love and care,
Promised to be by my side.
I like to groove and jive,
When i hear the love song you always sing.
It makes me feel alive,
And thats why i call you my king.
My heart obey's you,
For the gem you are.
My mind respects you,
Coz i found my shining star.
I know you will hold me,
When the storm shakes my soul.
Together we shall be,
Until our love reaches its goal.
-Kritika.

Wrote this for 50th wedding anniversary of my friend Neha's grandparents..

Apni zindagi aapne akele shuru kiya, lekin pata hi nahi chala kab aapne hamari zindagi ko apna banaliya.
Hamare hasi mein khud hasliye, hamare dukh mein khud roliye.
Dhoop mein chaav bane, aur andhere mein ujala bane.
Wo seekh hi kya jo aapke daat se na ho, wo nivala hi kya jo aapke haath se na ho.
Zindagi ke iss bhaga daudi mein aapne hume jeena sikhaya, oonchayionko choone ke kabil banaya.
Maa papa ka matlab apke bahon mein jana, aaphi ko apna sahara mana.
Aap hine hume sambhala, aap hine hume siraya.
Parivar ka pyaar kya hota hai, ye aapki guzri hui 50 saal ki ekta aur pyar bhari kahani sikhati hai.
Hum sabki yahi dua hai ye pyaar ka dhaga kabhi na ho halka, ye rishta rahe hazaaron janmoka..
-Kritika

Some things never change..

Sitting besides a huge window, in the silent night, under the dark sky, watching the moon glow with a cup of coffee,

My mind just walks behind the memory lane-

Mom's sweet voice as the alarm,

The fight with dad to watch cartoon against cricket,

The whole class was my best friend,

Sis was the greatest enemy when it came to my toys

And the whole world was as small as the globe in the map.

The only difference today is friends are strangers and the size of the world just grows with every mile you walk ahead.

But family.. Family never changed..

Mom still wakes me up,

I fight with dad to watch my favorite channel

And sis will always be the biggest enemy when it comes to my stuff.

The only thing I wonder about is-

Do people change or the way I see them has changed?

Has the world become selfish or I have stopped growing?

Has the world moved on or I have become stagnant?

Have people stopped understanding love and care or I need to be practical?

Some questions will always remain unanswered.

-Kritika

Live!!

One evening I stood at the seashore,

staring at the way the sun settled its reflection in d blue waters..

All I could wonder seeing was the message every drop of water left away in its shine..

"You are not the only one who lives in you"..

Amazed, Confused, Shocked?

The waves touched my feet n said-

“just like the sun seems to be resting within me for peace, calmness n love, 

every human's soul is shared by a perfect partner who knows every art to be loved n cared..

But.. Every man needs to recognise the "perfect" one..

Which seems to be a difficult task..”

The black sea water under the dark sky had a solution to this..

It said "As i become a little noisy in the dark,

humans behave unexpectedly when not loved, cared n trusted".

It was then I realized not every person is compatible with the other in just a single sight.

We all need to live a life to understand the one we chose, just like the sea chose the sun's reflection or may be the sun chose the sea as a perfect mirror..

-Kritika 

Dedicated to my best friend :-)

When you walk, he walks with u.

When you are tired and you stop, he holds your hands and makes you walk..

When you smile, he smiles.

When you cry, he makes you smile..

Whatever your eyes see, he makes it most pleasing to them..

Whatever your lips say, he turns it into an amazing tune..

He's the one who knows what your heart says..

He's the one who reads your mind..

The only one who possesses all power to own you.. To love u.. 

The one who catches your every naughty act and mischievous smile..

The one who cares as if you are his baby..

He is your teacher, your guide, your parent and your child..

He is the sunshine, he is the moonlight.. He is love.. He is the grace..

Yes He's your BEST FRIEND..

The one you always wanted, the one you'll always be with..

Respect and love friendship..

-Kritika  

With you, now and forever..

I stand under the dark sky when I miss you and I wonder where is my light?

I fail to realise the light of the glowing moon and I wonder if its you who is smiling?

I look at the stars and wonder whether its you who is watching me?

I feel the cold breeze all over me and I wonder if its you who is holding me and whispering into my ears?

And when I turn I watch you open your arms widespread waiting to hold me and love me..

I have been waiting all my life to feel this way..

Just wanna close my eyes, hold you tight and never let this amazing feeling go away.

Want the dark night to go deeper, the moon to keep glowing, stars to keep shining and the cold breeze to keep blowing all my life as long as we are together..

Just wanna feel your warmth all over me just to know I ain’t alone..

Tonight all I can dream is about being with you like this forever and ever..        

-KRITIKA 

Love??

"We are born for each other" was the only feeling that arised when I first saw you.

 The feeling got much deeper when you looked back.

 It grew much intense when you saved me from falling down in life..

What happened?

No idea why that wind blew that night which destroyed my world.

The wind which was dark.

The wind which left me insane... Alone... Dead...

I cried for help, cried for life and cried for protection.

You know why?

Because I always felt so protected and joyous in your arms.

Those arms held me so tight and its hard to believe they aren’t around me.

That night was cold.

I trembled.. I broke down, held myself in pain and blanked out..

When I dared to look around, YOU WERE GONE.. Gone..

Is love all abt PAIN?

-Kritika 

First time.

"The first time"-

The first time you saw me, I was scared to look at you.

The first time you smiled at me and I just kept looking at you.

The first time you spoke to me, I just smiled.

The first time you held my hand, and I said 'leave somebody's watching'.

The first time you hugged me, and I held you like I am never gonna leave u..

All those first times, it was you who took the first step to make me feel I am being loved for the first time..

The first time all my feelings turned into a whirlpool.

The first time I fell in love.

The first.. First and the last time.. Until for the first time I felt I am missing you.

Today, every time I look at you I wish the first times to come back..

And my wish is never the last time..

You left me with crying eyes, broken smile and shivering hands..

If anytime I am given a rebirth, the only thing I would live for is all the first times wit you.. Only u..

-Kritika.

Sacrifice

Walked, ran, screamt, cried..

Finally reached a deserted station of life,

where the tracks stare and say "wait, happiness is on its way and may be late though"..

You see it coming from far away from you..

And now its near near n yes its there.

You board the train and all you see is somebody you always wanted to see but you dont realize its him.

Those two eyes looking at you, lips calling you and arms waiting to hold you.

The next station you are where you wanted to be.

 All happy, nervous, scared.. IN LOVE..

You move with trust as if you see god smile in his eyes.

The next station- u have been stoned with all the hurdles.

U cry, cry and cry badly in need of somebody to hold you but no..

He's gone..

The reason being SACRIFICE.

Yes sacrifice for all the loved ones..

When you get out of the train..

You find yourself on the same station but yes with a new way to see life and a brand new YOU.. LOVE IS NOT JUST BEING WIT EACH OTHER ITS BEING FOR EACH OTHER..  

-Kritika 

Tu hi hai..

Jabse tujhko dekha tabse tujhko jaana,

jabse tujhko jaana tabse tujhko paaya,

tujhe paake aise lagta hai ki andhere mein ho rahi hai heeron ki baarish,

aur iss ujale mein hon rahi hai puri chand chandani ki khwaish...

Tere paas ati hoon toh aise lagta hai ki qayamat bhi tujhse maar khajaye,

meri duniya sone ki banjaye..

Tujhse door jana matlab kaanch ki tarah khudko todna,

akelepan ke kaale rang mein rangna..

Bas yahi kehna hai tujhse "tuhi meri khushi tuhi mera sawal, tujhse kaise rahun dukhi jab tuhi hai mera jawab. Tuhi mera sukh tuhi mera chaav, ab nahi koi dukh nahi jhoote bhav. Tuhi mera saaya tuhi mera pran, tuhi meri chayan tujhse rahenga mera shaan" 

-Kritika 

The feel of wrong.

The feeling of being left alone, hurts me.

The feeling of sleeping alone, eats me.

The feeling of being torn apart, scares me.

The feeling of missing some1, kills me.

The feeling of walking on thorns, pricks me.

The feeling of craving for love & peace, destroys me.

The feeling of being in search of happiness, saddens me.

The feeling of losing all my strength, weakens me.

The feeling of losing my life for the WRONG, mortalizes me.

This is just a feeling!What about REALITY?

-Kritika.

HIM

Seeing him smile forever, here is my world..
Hearing his laughter filled with joy, here is my world..
His wide open arms for me, here is my world..
His ongoing heartbeats, here is my world..
HE.... My world..
A world that was built by dreams..
Dreams that did not reside under a glass umbrella which could be broken by showers of stones..
But which grew under the roof of a strong heart, a mesmerizing soul..
They say sky is a limit and God nurtures the dreams of every true heart,
And today the eyesight of this dream coming true puts me down to sleep with peace..
To dream on and on and on....

-Kritika

Magic of RAINS

I look at the rains and I wonder whether the sky has showered all its love towards the earth,

just as you do when you look at me..

When I touch every drop of the rain, I feel every breath of yours that is nearing towards me..

With every drop of rain that has fallen on me, I feel drenched in your love..

Look at the way the clouds protect the beautiful earth from the notorious sun, just like you warm me up before I tremble..

The faith of you being in me is just like the water that soaks into the ground..

And I believe that this season of our love will never end as I still hold your promise of being with me forever, just as the rains have promised the nature..

Wherever you are and however you are, you will be mine just like the rains to the earth..

Forever and ever....

-Kritika

For whatever wrong done I am sorry,
Worst of worst conditions need not worry,
I will be there for you and hold your hand,
Besides you is where I stand,
I feel guilty and ashamed,
For hurting you even when love is all that I gained,
I always left you in pain,
And I feel so insane,
Today you are the beloved you are my life,
You are the friend without whom i cant survive.
-KRITIKA

by vinz..

Its a full moon night,
Everything is so bright,
The only thing on my mind,
Is that I wanna be right by your side,
I miss you my dear friend,
I miss you so bad,
I miss those wonderful days and the fun we had,
But the truth is that life's changing so fast,
There's so much we wanna do but there is no time to last,
Whatever the reason there is a way out,
You just gotta whisper and no need to shout,
As my friend says I wrote my good times on stone,
And I will always remember,
That you are the one who is my own,
Nothing to surrender,
Just forget any wrong that ever you saw,
No meaning in those stupid flaws,
One thing is for sure that this love will always live,
God bless..
God bless our friendship..
-VINZ

4.

Its been so long,
But I still haven't grown so strong,
The weakness within,
Is like a sin,
Finally I am getting rid of it,
Throwing away every bit,
Life's waiting for the sun to shine,
Where the morning is only mine,
When the night's moon,
Will be beautiful soon,
And the sweet smile on the face,
Is gonna be a symbol of grace,
Every moment everyday,
This is the way I am gonna stay...
-KRITIKA

A friend I miss

I met her,
Dint know who we were,
We were just eleven,
And the years passed by are ten,
I still remember the naughty smile,
I used to see from a mile,
I call it my fate,
Because we are still the same mates,
Kids and damn childish,
With acts that are babyish,
I still love this little baby,
Who is damn crazy,
Cute and naughty,
Sweet and pretty,
In whom resides a faithful friend,
Who can be yours and will always defend,
Who will always be there for you,
With lots of love and support for you,
Hope our fate always meets,
Because I really love you sweets...:-)
-KRITIKA..

2..

Early in the morning,
When the sun is shining,
The beautiful dew,
Is one among the few,
That reminds of the love,
Which you give me when I bow,
This is the only feeling that I walk with,
Not scared of any myth,
And when the sun sets,
My heart beat still bets,
That I will be alive,
And I will survive,
Only when you there,
And the love you share..
- KRITIKA..